I am so the broke

I know this is nothing new lar...but then again I can't help complaining. It's been hardly a month since I got paid but then everything's gone by now.

And it's this time of the year that I need more cash than ever.

It's Christmas...and you need to get presents.
The Christmas party for BBI...need to spend some on dressing up.
I'm looking for my own place...and I need to pay for the deposit and stuff.
And it's my brother's 21st birthday...and he treats me like a gold mine (should have set a limit in the first place...damn...)

I can't bloody wait to get PAID!

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I just took last Monday off. Only to return to attend an urgent meeting to address the employees.

Our company just got bought over...by another major company based in the US.

First thought: What, are they going to downsize?

Second thought: If not, am I going to get paid more?

Third thought: Can I get attachments overseas?

And nobody really knows what's going to happen. Though our COO told us that basically nothing will change for our operations but people are still going to be worried anyway. *sigh*

On a different note, my training route has taken a change. My boss decided to let me do my own conjugations before Christmas and that's exactly what I did yesterday.

Instead of following the standard operating procedure, I was presented with a challenge: to start everything from scratch. Meaning, I will write everything up on my own and decide what to do based on what I've been trained on.

Oh, most things went well, except for a few hiccups here and there. (And both my bosses knew about it...shite...) Though they reassured me it's ok, but still...I'm not satisfied with my performance. I should and could have done better.

But by the time in January, I will be pulled off the conjugation team temporarily to work with my boss for a month on another task. (Cos I was told that they need a team dedicated to it and I'm picked coz I'm driven, motivated, enthusiastic, and willing to try everything. Yes, I am.)

*bobbing on the ceiling*

Can't help it...hehe...