Something's wrong...

...with me, that is...

Its either my hormones talking, or I'm really stressed out.

I wanna go clubbing...I wanna drink...I wanna have fun...I wanna toss everything out of my mind...

But I got no money...so I can't At least not now...

Another 6 days to go...I just have to make it thru another 6 days...then I can do what I want for at least a week or 2...

I want to live...really live...cos I feel like a walking corpse now...

Can you believe it?

These are related articles I read in The Star (Malaysia) published on 5 & 6 December 2006 respectively:

"MPKB: Cover up or else"

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2006/12/5/nation/16222713&sec=nation

"MB defends dress code"

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2006/12/6/nation/16232962&sec=nation

There's something wrong here, it's either the mentality of the lawmakers or the people there itself. And these issues always revolve around the same thing; laying the blame on women. Seriously, it's the 21st century. I can't believe this is happening back home...

Luckily Johor to KL don't have laws like that, cos I won't have anything else to wear except my pyjamas.

Anticipation...

...of the presentations that are coming up.

From tomorrow onwards, there'll be 3 presentations back to back each day (excluding weekends) and I've finally gotten all the slides and posters done. The next problem is the actual presentation itself. OK, this is not really a problem with me cos speaking in public has been my forte. But then, it's the questioning after the presentation that is driving me nuts at the moment. I have totally no idea what to expect from them and how "aggressive" they would be. It's not like I can crap if I have nothing to say, but I somehow have to back-up my statements with valid proof. And Science, for one, is always about proof. You can never just crap about it. And the following 3 presentations would take up from 20 to 50% of each of the module assesments and I REALLY need to do well if I wanna scrape at least a second-upper for this semester.

And the RTIBS assignment...my god....I haven't even started researching on it. Must get it done ASAP...Reminder: weekends (if possible)

'Tis the season...

To be jolly... FA LA LA LA LA, LA LA LA LA....

Unfortunately, I can't...

Why? Cos I still haven't finished my work, that's why! The deadlines are creeping near and I'm still very faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar away from finishing it. And guess what? I don't feel like doing it in the first place. What's the problem with me? It's like I've lost all my energy and drive to study or work already. Haiy...

I NEED TO GET MY WORK DONE ASAP. I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE THINGS TILL THE LAST MINUTE!!!

Yeah, right. *snort*

I'm the Queen of procrastination. I'll never get it done till the last minute. That's just me...

New Year Resolution #1: Get work done in advance i.e. don't leave things till the last minute...

I'm sick...

What a way to begin my blog...but since I don't have the mood to do anything else or go anywhere now...I might as well blog...here...for the first time

I think this is the first time I'm really sick since I've been here 3 months ago. When I first got here, it's just the occasional feeling of being feverish and some headache...nothing serious. But for the past few days, I seriously have trouble getting out of bed...feeling like I'm an 80-year-old 'lao kok kok' aunty. Read: I'm still in my prime!

My throat hurts, my back hurts, my eyes feel swollen, my nose is blocked, I can't hear anything clearly and it's not helping that I have tonnes of work to complete before Christmas break starts...

This is the last thing I need, being sick when deadlines are all damn near...but at least things are not that bad. I'm feeling worst on my days off...hopefully I get well enough tomorrow so "someone" would not get the chance to act like she's all "concerned" about me...I don't need that, not from her anyway...

I wanna get well ASAP!!! I wanna eat food, real food that has taste and texture. I'm kinda tired of eating oats, mantou and porridge edi...they're kinda nice once in a while, but when I'm sick now, they just feel nauseating to me after a while...

There are a few things on my list that I wanna do when I get well enough, preferably in that order:

1. To finish all my work and meet all the deadlines. (MUST get this done!)


2. To wait for Grace to visit me and I can bring her around (meaning I get to go out!!@!)


3. To experience winter for the first time in my life. (without getting sick again, of course...)


4. To celebrate Christmas for the first time in UK.


5. To cook some delicacies I've been craving for...


6. To eat the delicacies I've been craving for...


7. To sleep.


8. To try and study for exams...

Only another 2 weeks to go before Christmas break starts, and my priority now is to get all my work done so I can rest and enjoy myself for a while before I start mugging for my exams. So many things to do, so little time!!!