Anniversary

My birthday, my own anniversary, my reminder of how old I am. My love-hate relationship with my own birthday. It grows more complicated as I grow older.

MY GOD~!~!~ I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M ALREADY ANOTHER YEAR OLDER!!!

See...I'm so depressed to the point that I don't even make sense. *sigh*

I love my birthday, but I dread celebrating it? Why? Maybe because it's a painful reminder of my own age and how young I used to be. Sad sia. I was talking to Winnie today, and told her that I wished I were 21 every year. She said I could, I can be young at heart what. THAT...sent shivers to my spine. 'Cos I used to laugh at my mum who said that, but now............ *silence* Never expected this day to come so soon.

Found this song today, didn't help. It made it worse instead...

Memory from the musical, "Cats"



It SOOOOO reminds me of me...

*stunned*

NOOOOOooOOooOooOOOooOooOOOOoooOOOOOooooOOOO~~!~!~!`!~